GAHHHHH.):
i no want to do admin no more.
i seem to suck at it no matter
how i try.
i still cant figure out if its cause my
brain is just not wired for it or
i just plain suck.
like just SUCK.
i would like to think that its cause my
dad doesnt gimme clear instructions,
or rather i dont understand the
instructions. but i still think its cause
im not a good person for admin work.
i type things wrongly,
update wrongly,
dunno where to cross reference
all the stuff --
u get the idea.
and the worse is my memory.
goodness.
my dad and aunt would ask me now
and then about work stuff.
then i will blank out cause none
of the stuff i work is placed in my
brain. it only exists when i have
all my files around me.
they even had a bet about how
many invoices did i issue to my
aunt's company. =_________=
like bet to see how freaking
lousy my memory is.
i know im blur.
i know being blur doesnt help that
im doing admin work now.
and im trying to unblur. ): ): ):
really.
but doesnt seem to be working.
maybe i really just suck at it
no matter how i try la.
i also dunno.
sians.
im sian of being scolded so often.
gimme mugging anytime.
gimme a teaching job,
instructor, trainer, whatever.
tutoring or sth like that.
i prob can do it ok.
but i dunno why i cant do this well.):
maybe i should try harder.
hope it helps.
i thought i told everyone i didnt want a admin job?
or did no one listen?
i no want to do admin no more.
i seem to suck at it no matter
how i try.
i still cant figure out if its cause my
brain is just not wired for it or
i just plain suck.
like just SUCK.
i would like to think that its cause my
dad doesnt gimme clear instructions,
or rather i dont understand the
instructions. but i still think its cause
im not a good person for admin work.
i type things wrongly,
update wrongly,
dunno where to cross reference
all the stuff --
u get the idea.
and the worse is my memory.
goodness.
my dad and aunt would ask me now
and then about work stuff.
then i will blank out cause none
of the stuff i work is placed in my
brain. it only exists when i have
all my files around me.
they even had a bet about how
many invoices did i issue to my
aunt's company. =_________=
like bet to see how freaking
lousy my memory is.
i know im blur.
i know being blur doesnt help that
im doing admin work now.
and im trying to unblur. ): ): ):
really.
but doesnt seem to be working.
maybe i really just suck at it
no matter how i try la.
i also dunno.
sians.
im sian of being scolded so often.
gimme mugging anytime.
gimme a teaching job,
instructor, trainer, whatever.
tutoring or sth like that.
i prob can do it ok.
but i dunno why i cant do this well.):
maybe i should try harder.
hope it helps.
i thought i told everyone i didnt want a admin job?
or did no one listen?
